ummm...journal..hmmm...its only 3 18 in the morning and my eyes are closing but i cant go to sleep...i am insomniac you see...hmmm...well im really tired but even when i close my eyes i seem to shake due to what i see with my eyes close...what is in my head...i dont know i suppose...well i have nothing much to say and everything...im just writing my butt off to pass the time so if you are reading this, i think that you are only only wasting you time...i mean...why would you want to read about my life...there really is nothing exciting about it...wow...uh huh...so much fun...its really fun...i dont know what im talking about but i am really having the time of my life typing this thing and its only 3 20...wow...my hands are really getting tired at the moment...my left fist is busted because i was trying to pull a tendant by punching the wall...and then i gave my friend permission to punch it as hard has he could...it felt really numb...oh well...so much for the pain that i could have felt but i didnt have a chance...well...hmmm...i need to do my homework...school is so gay...i cant believe this...yeah...anyways...i need to find a poem...too bad for the library...i have the internet...well...i think that ill probably wake up at six in the afternoon later on today if the phone doesnt ring...damn it...well its only 3 22....wow...passing time is really really fun when it goes real slow...damn it...my hands are tired so i guess ill stop now...i hope you had fun reading through...but i know u didnt so yeah...*sighs*...too many mispelled words...but who in the world would look back to undo their mistakes...ummm...if that person is you...i didnt mean anything to offend you...*smiles*...well...yeah...*sighs*